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hi 2012 ^_^

2011-12-24T04:07:00.000-08:00

salam. woahhhh!!! dh lamaaaaaaaaaaa gile xupdate blog nih. berhabuk mcm artifak dh rasenye kn?? :P hahahah...tp xpe...ni pon nk drop by je :)

so, kalau ade yg tanye, "how's ur life??" i'd say, "good i think :P" secara realitinye, i'm quite busy completing sooooooooo many things in this final year to make sure i can graduate on time...hopefully, pray for me please...huhu

p/s: HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!!! 2012, here i come...please be nice to me :))))

GoOd NeWs for u guys!!!! :D

2011-09-07T10:06:00.000-07:00

salam. Happy Eidulfitiri everyone! Maaf Zahir Batin :)
first of all, i'm having dry cough right now, so sgt xsuke. i started having fever on the day 3 of raya n it lasts for 3 days. owh, it's so not cool at all having fever during Hari Raya, ok. huhu. thanks to PCMs for their not-so-great job :P haha. ok, forget about it.
ok guys i have good news for all of u!! :DDD do u still remember that i made a promise to find the interesting videos that i watched during APDSA? i've found it!!!! seriously! n i will share with u here. so enjoy! :)

n here are some of the videos about APDSA 2011. i want to share them first with all of u, in case if i couldnt manage to write n update this blog after this. i'm about to start my class back n it's final year! oh God! michigetda! so, just have a look at all these videos :D

promo video

opening ceremony

closing ceremony

post tour closing ceremony

i can cry like h$%& while watching the videos and reading this entry. i'm not kidding u.

“May The APDSA Spirit Always Be With You”.=)

p/s: haneulmankeum ttangmankeum saranghamnida...

APDSA 2011, Bangkok, Thailand - The Unforgettable Memories = Day 2

2011-08-26T09:12:00.000-07:00

salam. ok, today aku nk sambung cite semlm =)

Day 2

so, hari kedua ni sume org kene pakai t-shirt APDSA. aku mmg org yg paling seronok sgt kot. haha. mlm sblm tu lg dh try pakai =P nk matching kn ngan arm sock warna ape, seluar warna ape, tudung warna ape...haha...semangat gile! =P alih2 aku pakai all black =) nmpk lawa pulak. haha. perasan! ok2, jgn menyampah ok =P hehe. so, pg tu ade lectures from 3 speakers. tajuk2 die, endodontic emergency, TMJ problems and also medical emergencies that can occur in dental setting. mcm biase la kn, bile lectures, xramai sgt org nk dgr, but for me, sape yg xmasuk lectures hari tu mmg tersgt2la rugi. sbbnye, lectures tu sume sgt BEST! berbaloi dgr. sgt2 menarik + contents die pun sgt bagus la for us as a student. speakers tu pun sgt pandai menarik perhatian audience. diorg letak videos yg sgt menarik n comel2 je. aku ingat lg, ade satu video psl stroke. video tu sgt best ok! seriously! nnti aku try cari, kalau jumpe, aku akan share ngan korg sume =D dont worry =) Thai LOC pun sgt bagus sbb diorg jemput speakers yg mmg well-known + pandai bg talk. so mmg xbosanla dgr. kitorg sume mcm interested gile nk dgr sume talk tu...=) berbaloi-baloi! hehe.

then, lepas habis lectures, kitorg ade Rattanakosin Tour @ City Tour kat Bangkok. mmg excited habis la tyme nih! yela nk jln2 kn, sape yg xseronok?! haha. so, masuk group masing2, jln2 dlm group. so, first place yg aku gi was Museum of Siam. kalau korg dgr perkataan 'muzium' tu, korg mesti kate, "eleh, bosanlah! muzium je pun!" tp, wa nk ckp sama lu (haha...dh terikut bahasa filem kongsi plak dh) muzium bkn sebarang muzium ok! muzium dtg dr langit! haha. merepek je! ok2, aku nk ckp la kn, muzium die bkn mcm muzium kite, bak kate kwn aku from UKM, "muzium die canggih, kalau muzium kite, letak penerangan kat ctu, hah, nah kau bace sendiri!" haha. lawak la kwn aku tu =D oppss! silap2 bleh kene buang negara tau ko tuh! haha. kutuk negara sendiri pulak! =) tp, muzium die mmg best lah. menarik sbb die xbiar korg bace sendiri segala history tu, cthye, ade videos, replika bergerak-gerak, kalau permainan tradisional tu, die letak permainan2 tu kat ctu n korg leh try. kitorg pun ape lg, mainla kn! hehehe. pastu, ade kanta pembesar kat peta, korg kene tgk sendiri pakai kanta tu, kalau artifak, die sediakn berus kat ctu. korg kene gosok2 baru bleh nmpk artifak tu. so, gosok jgn xgosok! (sila bace sambil nyanyi =P) menarik sgt muzium tu! dan aku pun sgt gembira walaupun pegi muzium je =) pastu, nk cite la kn, diorg sume had lunch kat ctu. so dlm group aku, ade 2 org yg puase, aku ngan sorg bdak Makassar. kitorg pun gi la jln2 kat area2 tu, tgkp2 gmbr. pastu, the Japanese guy dlm group aku tu, dgn semangat panggil kitorg mkn skali, he was like, "korg ni sume, mkn je, xajak bdak pompuan 2 org ni ke??!!" then, kitorg ckpla xpe, kitorg xmkn =) so, die pun mcm owh ok =) pastu pulak, my group leader, Nahm pun xmkn, sbb kitorg 2 org xmkn. terharu kot! pdhal xpe je, kitorg ok je, tunggu diorg mkn. aku dh puas suruh Nahm gi mkn, tp die xnk jugak. die temankn kitorg jln2 kat ctu, borak2, amek gmbr. so sweet of u la, Nahm! =) (tetibe rase sedih pulak teringat kat die =(((( ) after melawat muzium tu, kitorg gi Grand Palace pulak. kire mcm Istana Negara diorg la. xde pape sgt pun kat ctu. ade byk patung Buddha. kitorg just dgr history die n tgk seni ukir die yg unik kat dinding2. then, kebetulan, mase tu dh masuk asar kot, takut xsempat solat, so, kitorg pun solat je la kat tepi2 jln dlm palace tu =) ade sorg LOC tu tunggu kitorg sume solat sbb die takut kitorg sesat dlm palace tu. ye la, people was like thousands kot mase tu. pengalaman yg best, solat kat tmpt terbuka mcm tu. last year pun sama gak, solat kat tmpt terbuka je dlm Disneyland =) enjoy some of the photos =)

Grand Palace

me =D

Museum of Siam

we are Group 27 =DD

so, after that, kitorg terus gi satu tmpt yg ade Chao Phraya River cruise for dinner. dinner on the cruise ok!! =))) OMG! mmg excited! dinner ngan kwn2 APDSA kat cruise =D duduk ikut group. so, we all was like enjoying ourselves very much. sume org happy! tgkp gmbr, borak2. happy sgt! diorg sume suruh aku mkn byk2 sbb one whole day xmkn kn =P tp, xdela mkn byk mane pun, sbb halal food ade brape je =) tetibe, Nahm pun ckp, "this is also my first meal for today...lets eat together =)" owh, Nahm, i miss u so much! =((( sambil mkn tu, ade band yg buat performance and kite pun bleh enjoy pemandangan from the cruise. Chao Phraya River sgt cantik di mlm hari. i enjoyed every moment of it =) kitorg duk kat luar cruise tu n menikmati angin mlm + the beautiful scenery. perasaan tu ....i miss it already...=(

with Gaby n Rathy =)

dinner time!

then, balik hotel, ade AGM. teringin nk join, tp malas la pulak =) dh penat. tp mmg naseb baek xjoin. sbb diorg habis AGM kul 2.30 pg kot! haha. xlarat den. hehe. so, balik bilik dgn perasaan yg tersgt gembira + xsabar nk tunggu hari esok pulak =))

so, thats all for now. sambung nnti pulak =)

p/s: muka yg dh gelap ni sempat x nk jd normal balik before raya? o_O

APDSA 2011, Bangkok, Thailand - The Unforgettable Memories = Intro + Day 1

2011-08-25T08:37:00.000-07:00

salam all =)

walaupun dh terlambat, but i still wanna wish, happy Ramadhan kareem everyone. semoga hari2 terakhir dlm bln yg mulia ini dpt kite manfaatkn sepenuhnye. insyaAllah. ameen.

ok, today, aku nk cite psl APDSA Congress in Bangkok, Thailand. ok2, aku tau aku xhabis lg cite psl APDSA last year kat Japan, tp aku dh nk cite psl yg kat Thailand pulak kn :P tp, biarla, this is my blog, ske ati den la kn? hehe :P sila tampar muke sy :P muahahahaha. eh, sudah2! merepek je.

Introduction

APDSA Congress stands for Asia-Pacific Dental Student Association Congress. so, negara2 yg terlibat ialah Malaysia, South Korea, Japan, Thailand, Indonesia, Singapore, Hong Kong, Taiwan, Fiji, Philippines, Cambodia, Australia, and Mongolia. so, korg bleh expectlah kwn2 yg korg bakal jumpe kalau korg join congress ni =) first time aku join congress ni was last year kat Japan. that was my first experience in APDSA. mase tu cam xpandai sgt nk bergaul kn, malu2 hahaha. but i managed to get many new friends gak kn? :PP not so bad la. huhu. so, lps balik drpd Japan tu, mmg dh nekad, nk pegi lg tahun ni, kat Bangkok. xtau sbb ape. nk kate best, mmgla best, tp that is not the main reason yg membuatkn aku nk pegi APDSA lg. it has its own attraction. susah nk explain kat cni. korg kene try gi skali n u will feel it =) believe me! xtipu! aku still ingat ade sorg dentist from Indon yg bg talk during APDSA last year, she said, "once u join APDSA, u'll be addicted to it =)" n aku mmg xmenafikn bende tu, coz now, i'm addicted to it! =D n i'm happy!

so, mase nk register for APDSA in Bangkok hari tu, mcm ramai yg nk pegi, sampai rase dh nk lebih kuota yg ditetapkn for each unversity, tp bile btul2 nk register, alih2 tinggal 3 ketul manusia je yg join. ish3. aku pun xtau ke mane hilangnye semangat mereka sume yg mula2 nk join skali dulu. ntah2 aku yg dh amek sume spirit tu x? hahaha. xpela. abaikn. mgkn bkn rezeki diorg kali ni kot. huhu. aku sbnrnye nk ajak ramai2 join congress ni, baru meriah skit =) bleh kongsi kegembiraan tu sama2 ngan kwn2 tp nmpknye xberjaya pulak. sila cube lg la ye cik afiqah... O_o so, lepas aku dh register segala bagai, byr the fees sume, ntah mcm mane pendirian aku utk join the congress sedikit tergugat bile aku jumpe ngan doc penyelaras kitorg, sbbnye, mase congress tu, aku kire skip clinic for 4 days. (hoi, xsedar diri rupenye aku nih! hish!) doc ckp, knape aku nk join sgt bende nih? clinics n requirements lebih penting. sape yg xterase kn kalau dh ckp mcm tu? so, balik lps jumpe doc tu, aku pk2 balik. tetibe rase nk cancel je nama aku. pastu, pk punye pk, aku nekad, biarlah. aku niat nk pulun btul2 clinic sblm aku gi congress tu, lg pun, mase congress tu bln pose, n mengikut pengalaman, bln2 pose ni, pts xnk dtg tuk treatment (nk sedapkn hati sbnrnye haha) tp, mmg true enough la, a few weeks before congress tu, aku sgt tension bile xde pts tyme clinic. geram sgt! huh! so, tetibe rase lebih baik aku join congress tu drpd duk termenung dlm clinic. hehe. sbb tu, skip clinic tanpa rase bersalah langsung. huhu. but actually, i made the right choice! =D APDSA Congress 2011 in Bangkok was super duper AWESOME and FANTASTIC!!!!! :DDD aku xrase menyesal langsung dgn keputusn aku :))) hehe. alhamdulillah!

Day 1

so, skarang baru nk start cite psl congress tu =) flight kitorg from KLIA lebih kurg pukul 12 p.m. then, kitorg sampai Suvarnabhumi Airport lebih kurg pukul 2 lebih waktu M'sia tp kul 1 lebih waktu Bangkok. Thailand lambat sejam drpd M'sia. so, bile sampai tu, kuar kat arrival area tu, cari2, nmpk sepanduk APDSA yg besar. thai LOC members mmg dh tunggu all participants kat airport. mase tu rase cam excited sgt! hehe. xsabar nk start congress =DDD n that was the first time gak knal2 ngan bdak2 Thailand plus a cute Korean guy ngan bdak2 UIA skali. see, baru kat arrival hall, i got many new friends already =) tu blum start congress lg =) seronok sgt! then, naek tourist bus yg 2 tingkat tu, rase seronok sgt coz dpt tgk pemandangan yg clear drpd bas yg tinggi tuh =D then, diorg bwk gi Rama Gardens Hotel, Bangkok. rase teruja sgt. hotel tu tersgtla besar, xjauh sgt drpd airport, about 1 hour je. die ade taman yg cantik, byk pokok n luas sgt kwsn die, full of greens =) pastu register sume, dpt la goodies bag n APDSA t-shirt! :D ske lg!!! dlm goodies bag tu, dh siap ade ur t-shirt (cantik! ske!), name tag, buku congress + CD ok!!! pastu, dlm bag tu jugak, dpt free sim card with thai phone number, congress schedule, toothbrushing set (as usual) n also mini note book yg dh ade simple2 Thai phrase utk kegunaan kite...diorg dh ajar dh skit2 =) so sweet of them :)))) love it! tgk, kitorg baru dpt goodies bag je, dh teruja mcm ape dh, sbbnye, mmg berbeza ngan tyme kat Japan last year. dats why, lps tu, kitorg mmg look forward for the congress la. everything mcm teratur sgt. pandai diorg give the first impression about the congress =D they did it well =) then, masuk dlm bilik pun seronok! =))) the room okla, tp sbb kitorg duk 3 org kn, so mcm sempit skit, tp ok je sbnrnye..=)

the hotel

the lobby

ske sgt!!! =DD

then, mlm tu mcm biase, ade opening ceremony where u will meet all ur group members for the first time. so my group ade 11 org ahli including me, Looknahm (the group leader) from Thailand, David from Singapore, Linda and Eddy from Taiwan, Sawyer from Korea, Kuan Ming from Malaysia, Rathy, Gaby and Mercius from Indonesia and a guy from japan (xingat ape nama die). so, i was happy to meet all of them =) pastu ade ucapan + performance + amek2 gmbr + dinner. then, kitorg jumpe balik kwn2 lama yg dh knal tyme APDSA last year. bile jumpe tu, jerit2 + peluk2 + excited gile mcm rapat sgt =D dats why aku sgt ske APDSA ni kot! kwn2 APDSA sume mcm ade satu spirit yg sama, even though kitorg jumpe skali je tu tyme congress, but bile jumpe balik mcm dh berthn-thn knal =) that is the spirit! i'm loving it! they are such a great friends =D happy lagi!

with Kentarou Honda

my group members - Group 27!! =DDD

with Fumi Tetsuo

with Kanako Munakata

so, lps habis opening ceremony tu, habis la Day 1 in Bangkok, balik bilik dgn perasaan yg sgt2 gembira + xsabar nk tunggu hari esok =))) so, thats all for now. next entry kite cite psl hari2 seterusnye pulak ye :)))
owh, actually, aku dh rindu Bangkok sgt2 dh, that i could cry! =( pdhal blum sampai seminggu pun lg.....help me, please...

anda beruntung @ rugi? anda yg tentukn.

2011-06-28T21:55:00.000-07:00

salam.

hhmmm...lama xupdate blog ni. sumenye disbbkn oleh the domestic problems. malas nk lyn. huhu. line tenet yg tersgtla 'laju' tahap tak-tau-nak-cakap-macam-mane, membantutkn lg niat nk bercerite kat cni. biarlah. n again, malas nk lyn.

so, hari ni aku nk cite psl MDA nye conference kat KLCC about two weeks ago. let me tell u something. it was AWESOME!! u know what awesome means? awesome means kalau korg terlepas bende tu, korg mmg rugi. haha. xdela rugi sgt pon, tp....mmg rugi lah. huh?! ape yg aku melalut nih?! ntah. jgn lyn budak ni.

ok. meh aku nk cite. sbnrnye, aku join conference tu as a delegate (aku mmg ske join conference2 ni :P) tp mase tu, bdak2 ni tanye pulak, sape nk jd volunteer utk conference tu, xcukup org...so, setelah aku pk sedlm-dlmnye (haha :P) drpd aku duk umah, tnm anggur yg xberbuah-buah ni, baek aku isi mase aku jd volunteer conference tu. n i made the right choice :))) at first, mcm cuak gakla. pk apela keje yg nk kene buat nnti, bleh ke aku buat, kene keje ngan sape nnti. owh. risau. ntah pape ntah aku ni risau bagai. tp aku mmg risau ok. so, conference was jumaat, sabtu, ahad. tp ptg khamis tu, kitorg yg jd volunteers ni were asked to gather at KLCC for some briefing. pembahagian tugas. n aku ditugaskn utk uruskn hadiah n certificates for all the speakers. xdela ssh sgt kn? :) ok je. so, bermula la tugas kitorg. kitorg sume ade dlm 12 org kot, USIM + UKM. huuuuu...ske.....:))))

tiga hari berturut-turut kot aku bgn pukul 5.30 pg ok. haha. semangat gile. owh, bkn bersemangat sampai mcm tu ok, just korg bygknla, nk kene ade kat KLCC kul 7 pg. so early. xkn nk bgn kul 6 kot. nk siap lg...walaupun KLCC tu ~~sekangkang kera~~ setapak je dr umah aku, tp ni KL ok. org kuar gi keje kul brape, awal. jln jem pulak nnti. owh tidak. ak xnk amek risiko n aku seorg yg punctual, xmcm ade sesetengah org tu, ske lambat! xde kaitan ngan sape2 ok. eheh. aku prefer TERawal drpd TERlambat. bkn nk masuk bakul angkat sendiri ke ape erk. ni serious. so, selama tiga hari tu, berkampung la kami kat KLCC from 7 am till 7 pm. huhu. mata pun dh mcm panda dh. huhu. panda pun panda lah, yg penting, aku tetap comel! hahahaha :PPPP

so, my comments as a delegate :

students conference was ok. not bad. the slots tu sume sgt helpful. die cam cite what we should expect bile keje nnti. what are the choices that we have. nk join army ke, mercy ke, nk bkk private practice ke @ jd GP je. mase FYDO nnti, mcm mane, nk kene wat ape. owh, it opens our mind. it was a good exposure, i would say. seronok. for me, as a student, kite xleh la nk dok menghadap buku je, we need other things as well. keluar dari dunia kite, explore dunia luar. mix with other people. then, u will become a better person. dental students dinner tu, bese2 je. maybe sbb ni baru 1st time kn, byk bende perlu diperbaiki. pape pun, good try :)

my comments as a volunteer :

only this word can describe it, AWESOME. it was totally ~~spies~~ awesome! n also a good experience for me :)))) knape aku ckp mcm tu? mesti korg pk, "eleh, best sgt ke?" o_O xcaye? ce try skali. i bet u'll never feel regret. bile kite jd volunteer ni, kite bleh knal ramai org baru, dpt new friends from other universities, knal more doctors + FYDOs + specialists from various fields, work with them. secara xlangsung, kite nye network berkembang, which is good. nnti dh keje, insyaAllah mudah. owh, knal doctor tu, knal org ni...xde la nk kekok sgt. lgpun, kite akan keje sama2 ngan sume org tu nnti, mgkn sama2 FYDO ke, mgkn doc tu nnti jd our boss ke. who knows...:) pastu, bile kite jd sebahagian drpd conference tu, mcm jd urusetia la, u develop urself. bile kite berurusan dgn ramai org, biasela, bykla ragamnye. so, mcm mane nk manage? mcm mane nk berkomunikasi dgn other people, dgn doctors, VIPs, VVIPs? these are soft skills. bende2 ni sume xdiajar dlm lecture hall @ pun dlm clinic. xde org nk ajar kite. kalau pegi bengkel bina ~~badan~~ kendiri ke personaliti ke, die just ajar, pastu balik lupe dh. xpractice, mcm mane nk ingat. kalau join cth, conference ni, xyah bengkel, u get ur own experience. experience is the best teacher, remember? :) pastu pulak, aku rase sgt beruntung coz i was in the scientific research team. so, kitorg kenela uruskn tmpt2 berlangsungnya SR, hall n theater. dh alang2 dok kat dlm tu, dgr la skali all the lectures kn. mmg byk benefits. nk2 pulak, aku ni bakal masuk final year kn. so, mcm all the lectures tu kite faham. laen la kalau student 1st year yg dok dlm tu, mmg nganga kot, xpun tido. huhu. sbb lectures die advance skit. yela, tuk doctors kn. hhmm...so, kesimpulannye, aku sgt gembira mase conference tu. i got A LOT of things. kalau korg still xcaye dgn ape yg aku ckp, rase mcm exaggerated sgt, sila try skali next conference. tp tmpt volunteers dh limited. sbb aku nk jd volunteer lg nnti! hahaha :PP tp kalau korg rase dh hebat, dh ade sume soft skills tu, xyahla join. gi tlg nenek siram bunge kat umah je. hehe.

lg satu, ni sume ape yg aku rase, mgkn org laen rase bende2 ni sume xbest. plus, aku mmg ske kn kegiatan2 ~~liar~~ luar. bosanla asyik menghadap buku + lecture hall. aku bkn cacing buku. so, kalau korg seorg yg mmg the true cacing buku, this is not for u. huhu. ok, dats all. have a good day, peeps! :D

p/s: kisah hati, i'll let Allah do the rest~~~

tidak semua org sempurna...cont

2011-05-19T01:18:00.000-07:00

salam.

before i start, sape2 yg blum bace entry sblm ni, sile bace entry itu terlebih dahulu ok. ini utk mengelakkn anda terpinga-pinga, xde hala tuju, duk dlm dunia sendiri pastu xnk tanye, n then, ckp, "what the hell is this?!" @ "eleh! poyo je!" so, bace dulu n amek mood, jgn nk buat dosa kering x psl2.

so, hari ni aku nk sambung cite yg terbengkalai sblm ni, memandangkn ade org yg dh sabar2 nk tau ape yg aku try nk sampaikn. hehe :) hopefully, ending cite ni nnti, xla menghampakn korang n msjnye dpt disampaikn dgn baik. tp aku rase ia akan menghampakn, sbb cite ni bkn cite novel ok. yg nnti ending die, diorg pun kawen n live happily ever after. lps kawen br tahu yg suami tu sbnrnye....bla...bla....bla... owh. tidak. cite ni cite btul. based on true story, so, sila berpijak di bumi yg nyata. hehe.

ok, kn aku cite aritu, yg siti ni xtau cara terbaik nk tolak pelawaan mat ni. kang xpsl2 kene simbah asid pulak. oppsss! toleh kiri toleh knn dulu nk ckp psl asid ni. sensitip kot. so, siti ckpla kat aku, knape la mat nih nk sgt ajak die kuar. bkn ke kuar laki pompuan tu xboleh. lg pun, mat kn blaja kat mesir, amek jurusan Islamic kot. xkn xtau psl ni sume. xkn siti nk kene bg tazkirah kat mat ni. rasenye, mat mesti lg slalu dgr tazkirah kat sane, kalau nk compare ngan siti yg mmg jrg dh ade program yg islamic kat u die. sepatutnye, mat lebih tau. bkn siti xprnh try, siti prnh try berkias-kias psl xleh kuar sume tu. tp, bab ni, mat mmg xdpt tgkp. ~~lampi btolla mamat nih!! hish!!~~ so, siti mati kutu la kn. pastu, siti ckp gak, yg die sbnrnye takut nk ckp xnk. die takut nnti mat ckp yg siti ni ntah pape ntah, kuar pun xboleh. jumpe pun xboleh. not up-to-date. kampung.

and u know what?! true enough la bende tu. disbbkn aku ni ramai ~~pakwe~~ kenalan (haha perasan!), korek punye korek, kitorg dpt tau yg mat mmg dh burukkn siti kat kwn2 die. mat ckp yg siti ni jual mahal la, mcm org nk sgt ngan die. ntah pape lg. aku pun xtau, sbb aku xde kat tepi mat tyme tu. haha :P n mat sbnrnye dh lame burukkn siti since siti tolak buah tgn yg mat bwk drpd mesir sethn yg lepas. ~~nk kene mamat nih!!!~~ yg aku xphm, kalu mat dh burukkn siti sethn yg lepas, knape, 2 bln lepas dtg balik menagih cinta (yek! geli aku!) siti?! ~~aku mmg xphm lelaki.~~ ke mat saje nk mainkn siti? adoyaii! lps tu pulak, rupenye, buah tgn yg mat nk bg kat siti tu, mat dh bg kat perempuan lain. huh?! tp, xpe. aku sentiasa bersangka baik ngan org. (erk?!)mgkn mat bg kat kakak die kot. so, abaikn. siti ade gak ckp, adakah sbb die pakai tdg bawal bese tu, mat berani ajak die kuar? kalau die pakai tdg labuh, mat ajak x die kuar? owh. sungguh, aku xde jwpn utk soalan tu...

cite yg 2 bln lepas tu pun, habis mcm tu je, sbb spt bese, siti dh xlyn sms @ call drpd mat lg. tp mat ni pulak, mmg sengal! ~~aku geram nih!~~ die bleh ckp lg kat siti, "sy ade je kat cni. kalau awk ade mslh, xyah segan2 nk call sy..." OMG!!! aku mmg rase mcm nk....hish! aku mmgla org yg tlg geram. panas je telinga aku nih. skarang ni, mat mmg dh jrg sgt contact siti. dh ~~taubat~~ pasrah kot. xtaula. alhamdulillah. n aku pulak, kn detektif terhebat abad ini. haha :P so, kitorg pun jd stalker. bkk fb la, blog la. n guess what?! kitorg dpt tau yg mat ni dh ade gelifriend rupenye. tgk gmbr, wall fb masing2, gaya mcm diorg dh bercintan-cintun kat oversea tu dh lame dh. ~~aku kesian kat bdak pompuan tuh.~~ sungguh tak kusangka :| so, i guess dats the end of the story la. ape yg penting, kerjasama! hehe. memaen je. ape yg penting, siti terselamat drpd lelaki hidung ~~mancung~~ belang tu.

so, what am i trying to say actually? hhmmm...korg try pk sendiri erk. aku harap korang dpt msj yg sama spt ape yg aku nk korg dpt.

ape yg aku xkate:

aku xkate yg bdak yg blaja kat mesir, amek jurusan agama, sumenye mcm mat.
aku xkate yg bdak sains kat local u, sumenye mcm siti. tp kalu sume mcm tu, alhamdulillah.
aku xkate mat sorg je salah dlm kes ni, sbb siti pun salah, knape lyn je mat at the first place.
aku xkate aku adalah seorg yg baik. aku pun ade kelemahan.

ape yg aku nk kate:

aku nk kate yg walaupun mat amek jurusan agama, die tetap ade kelemahannye sendiri. ilmu yg die perolehi, xdpt memberi panduan kpd dirinye sendiri. kat mane silapnye, Tuhan saje yg tahu.
aku nk kate yg walaupun cara pemakaian siti xmenggmbrkn the true muslimah, die xsemestinye teruk @pun jahil dlm sume aspek kehidupan. mgkn cara pemakaiannya je yg nmpk sebegitu, tp die mgkn lebih drpd aspek yg lain di sisi Allah.
aku nk kate yg betape la kuar laki n pompuan tu dh jd perkara biase dlm masyarakat, sampaikn utk siti ckp xnk, kat mat tu, siti takut, dan mat pulak burukkn siti sbb perkara tu. aduh.
aku nk kate yg we cannot judge a book by its cover. it cannot tell u anything.
aku nk kate yg kite xberhak menilai sesama manusia. itu hak Dia.
aku nk kate, jom kite muhasabah diri masing2... amekla kesah ini sbg tauladan...

aku telah cube sedaya upaya utk xmembuat sape2 terase hati @pun memburuk-burukkn org laen lebih2 dgn memodified skit cite ni. tp kalau still ade yg terase hati, aku mintak maaf, ok.

akhir skali, aku punya kelemahan, kau punya kelemahan. sama2 la kite perbaiki kelemahan itu. InsyaAllah :)

tidak semua org sempurna

2011-05-18T00:49:00.000-07:00

salam.

ape yg bakal diceritakn @ dicoretkn, xde kaitan dgn yg masih bernafas di bumi Allah ini @ pun tidak...
so, tidak semua org sempurna, aku punya kelemahan dan kau juga punya kelemahan...

ok, kesah ini mengenai seorg perempuan dan seorg lelaki yg hanya berkawan. aku namakn mereka, siti dan mat. owh nama yg sgt klasik :) n itu sume bkn nama sbnr. rekaan semata-mata. so, xde sape yg perlu terase hati or what-so-ever. tp, diorg berdua adalah kwn aku. siti n mat ni berkwn since diorg skola rendah. sbnrnye, bknlah skola rendah sama pon, sekolah agama yg sama. alaaa...korg still ingat dulu? tyme kite kecik2, pg gi skola kebangsaan pastu ptg gi skola agama. hehe. mcm tu la. so, sbnrnye, kitorg sekola agama skali :)

tyme skola dulu tu, mereka hanye berkwn. kwn bese. pastu, bile habis skola rendah tu, diorg xprnh jumpe lg kot, sampai la skarang...ok, maksudnye, dlm 10 @ 11 thn xjumpe...lama gak tu. xtau perkembangn antara satu sama laen. mat xtau siti blaja kat mane pastu, n siti pun xtau mat blaja kat mane. tp beberape tahun yg lepas, mat ni cube utk contact siti balik. utk ape, xtahu, mgkn nk cari kwn lame. siti mmg xsimpan no mat. cari punye cari, at last, mat dpt gak no siti. mcm mane mat dpt no siti, tu xsure. so, mat pun start contact siti. mereka berbalas-balas sms n kdg2 mat call siti. siti anggap mat mcm kwn lama. mat pulak xtaula die pk ape.

so, bile dh dpt contact balik tu, siti tau la yg mat ni tgh sambung blaja kat mesir dlm jurusan eemm...ape erk, xingat pulak, something about Islamic knowledge la, syariah ke ape, aku xsure sgt. mat pulak tau yg siti blaja kat local u, amek jurusan sains. so, mcm tu la... sampai satu hari, mat ni bleh call siti yg kat mesia tu drpd mesir. pelik! sanggup call jauh2. ade udang di sebalik mee ke? owh, itu aku xtau. kene tanye mat la kn. ke korg xpelik? kalau tanye aku, aku kate pelik la. yela. setakat kwn bese, pastu nk call jauh2, just to say, "hi...sehat, dh mkn, bla...bla...bla..." hhhmmmm....pelik tu! tp xpe. abaikn yg tu.

tp, disbbkn siti cam lyn mat bese2 je, mat pun dh jrg contact siti, mgkn sbb jarak gak. tyme tu fb ke twitter xwujud lg. yg ade hanyalah friendster. still ingat friendster? yg xbrape nk best tu? hehe. jrg dh bkk skarang. huhu. ok. sambung cite. then, sethn yg lepas, tetibe mat call siti. no siti ni xberubah sbb siti ni nerd je kn. hehe memaen je. xde pape, watpe nk tukar no kn? tu xdo kojo namo eh! :P so, mat pun bgtau siti, "sy ade kat mesia ni, balik cuti. jom kite jumpe! " dgn nada girang la kot. aku xtau. sbb aku xde kat tepi mat tyme tu. haha. siti pun, ape lg, ~~melompat keriangan la kn, ade org ajak jumpe!~~ terkejut tapir la! xde angin xde ribut, nk jumpe pulak. ape kes?! mat siap mintak alamat asrama lg, ckp die nk dtg asrama siti kalau siti xsudi nk jumpe die kat luar. ish3. ~~gilo po mamat nih?!!~~ astaghfirullahalazim...mengucap pjg siti. bkn sbb ape, siti risau sbb mat mcm org hilang pedoman, nk jugak jumpe, walaupun siti ckp xnk. nk jugak! nk jugak! (exaggerated gile aku nih!) mat ckp, die ade bende nk bg kat siti. buah tgn drpd mesir, kate mat. siti ckp ngan mat, xpela buah tgn tu, terima kasih. siti xnk terima. tp mat mcm mendesak. mat ckp, die beli buah tgn tu khas utk siti. siti xmampu nk ckp ape2. kejadian tu habis mcm tu je. sbb pastu, siti dh xreply sms mat @pun xangkat call drpd mat. mat ditinggalkn dgn seribu satu pertanyaan tanpa satu pun jwpn drpd siti. bile siti cite sume bende ni kat aku, aku xtau nk ckp ape. hanye mampu berdiam diri n jd pendengar yg setia.

pastu, aku ingatkn dh habis sampai ctu je kesah ni, rupenye ade lg. slps sethn kejadian tu, lebey kurang 2 bln lepas, mat contact siti balik kat fb. ah sudah! jumpe kat fb pulakkkk! hish! aku pulak tukang geram. haha. contact2 kat fb, mat pun ckp kat siti, yg die balik cuti bln 3 nnti. siti pun ckp, "owh, ~~so? none of my bussiness~~ ye ke? bgslah..." lebih kurang mcm tu kot. sbb aku xde kat tepi siti tyme tu. again hahaha. mat tanye siti kalau2 die nk ole2 dr sane. siti ckp, "no thanks!" je. mat ckp yg siti still mcm dulu, xprnh berubah. pahtu, kali ni mat sedikit berkias dlm nk ajak siti kuar tu. siti dpt tangkap tp die buat2 xphm. xnk bende yg sama berulang lg. siti try nk explain yg die cam xselesa dgn cara mat tu tp die xtau cara yg plg bgs nk tolak pelawaan mat tu. ye la, kalau tolak mentah2, nnti jd bende laen pulak. zmn skarang ni kn mcm2 jd, simbah asid la, bunuh la, ntah pape2 lg... takut gak!

bersambung....

disbbkn penat menaip, cite ini akan disambung kemudian...need to do something first. msj yg ingin disampaikn drpd kesah ini, sbnrnye, blum dpt disampaikn, so, kene tunggu sampai habis kesah ni, then only, u will get what i'm trying to say. ok, gotta go, bye! :) have a nice day, peeps!

sorry dat i hate u sooo....:(

2011-05-16T00:11:00.000-07:00

salam, everyone. ok, i wanna say sorry. tajuk xde kaitan dgn entry ini. :| it's just like a status on facebook. (O_O)

spt biase, setelah berbln-bln menyepi drpd berblog, kini sy kembali. fyi, i'm not like other bloggers yg mmg setia meng-update blog. maklumlah, sy ni bknnnye pandai sgt menulis, tp kalau suh bebel, pandailah! hehe :P. talkative sungguh! btul, sy lg ske berckp drpd menulis, okey. huhu.

dua bln menyepi bkn nye sbb ape2. just memberi laluan kpd final pro exam part 1. FINAL ok?! ingat ape? n it took about 1 1/2 months to finish everything sampai official result kuar. imagine sebln setengah asyik dok godek2 buku n notes, xke separuh g**e mcm tu?! tu pon, xde la godek sgt sbnrnye, byk melencong gak...hehe :P

dan utk pengetahuan sume, sy lulus final pro exam part 1!!! welcome to final year, afiqah!! :) fuhh, nk lulus tu pun satu hal laen. bknnye sng. sape kate nk jd doc (term ini merangkumi dentist) senang? sape? ssh kot! walaupun kene lulus 4 subjek je utk naek thn, 4 tu pun dh mcm hawau (bak kate org melaka, btul erk?) adoyaii! but i made it! :D

so stop cite psl final exam nih, i xske! haha..gedik! :P pasni, cuti seminggu, pahtu, posting seminggu, pahtu, cuti lg sampai awal bln 7, pahtu posting GMGS, pahtu start klinik balik, xnkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!! :| so, kesimpulannye.........
tersimpul! haha. memaen je. kesimpulannye, cuti hanye sebln :| harap maklum.

dear afiqah.
there is only one year left for u, before people can call u, "DOCTOR...". it's not about u or me, it's about the patient. do think about it n prepare urself, afiqah. :) i know u can do it. so, keep holding on and never say never. cheers! :)

see u guys! :D

@ aku telah jatuh chenta @

2011-03-06T04:18:00.000-08:00

salam.

tajuk utk entry kali ini, sgt2 la sengal. haha. xpe. skali-skala nk kasi haru. ngeh3. biar gegak gempita skit. padahal, xde pape pun.

last week, gi Maher Zain...Live In Concert kat Stadium Malawati, Shah Alam. owh, sgttt2 best!! :)) sgt xrugi sbb gi. suara die mmg sedap! lagu2 die, mashaAllah, sgt mententeramkn jiwa. seronok tgk org ramai sgt. ade parents yg dtg bwk anak2. mmg la, Maher Zain bwk impak yg sgt besar.

masuk stadium, kitorg carila seat ni. org laen terus masuk ikut pintu kat bwh. kitorg pulak kene naek atas. almaklumlah, tiket plg murah. naek nye naek, tgk2, kitorg nye seat kedudukan die tinggi gile! gayat kot. mek da ckp,"weyh, aku gayat weyh..." hehe. tp, naseb baek seat tu kat tgh2. so, xdela teleng kepala nk tgk konsert. haha. ok la tu. byr RM53 je.

sgt enjoy mlm tu. setiap lagu, kitorg nyanyi skali ngan Maher Zain. hoho. rase terjatuh chenta plak dgn Maher Zain. uhuk! *habisla aku! jatuh chenta dgn suami org.* :P yela, xde yg bkn suami org utk aku jatuh chenta, so suami org pun, xpela kn? kn? :P ala, lgpun jatuh chenta je, bkn nk kawen ngan die pun. uhuk!

ok, mlm tu, konsert habis kul 11.40 mlm. kitorg sampai umah kul 1 pg...siap beli t-shirt Maher Zain lg. fanatik gile minat kat die. haha (^_^) i like! dh sampai umah, xleh tido. so, sambung lyn konsert Maher Zain dlm phone. seb baek rakam. ngeh3.

sampai skarang, aku ske dgr lagu2 Maher Zain. kalau die dtg wat konsert lg, nk gi lg!!! btul nih! hehe :)

p/s: sy ske, xsemestinya sy akan memiliki...jd, xsalah utk sy ske....:)))

APDSA Japan (part II)

2011-02-21T07:48:00.000-08:00

salam.

so, ini la entry yg dh lame tertangguh disebabkn kekangan mase. nk bercerita nih, kene focus! haha. poyos jeks! so, perlukn mase yg just nice. xrushing2. nk kejar ape? :p.

ok. i'll just continue from the previous entry about apdsa. so, mlm tu ade opening ceremony. kitorg pon ready je la. xtau nk pakai baju ape n xde idea langsung ape yg akan berlaku. gamble je. redah je la yop. so, bile turun kat hall die tu. kitorg pun masukla dlm group masing2. terkezut gak la tyme tu. ye la. org laen pakai dress lawa2. cam nk gi dinner. yg kitorg, pakai bese2 je. blouse. bosan. haha. so, ni 1st tyme nk jumpe ngan group members. satu group ade lebih kurang 15 members. ramai! cam cuak gak la tyme tu. ye la. u dont know me n i dont know u. i tell u, mmg xknal sesape pun dlm group tu. mcm....oh! mcm mane ni?! last2, buat rileks je. tyme ni la, communication skill kene bagus. haha. so, try la start conservation ngan group members. mula2 tu cam malu2 kucing. pastu, bile dh start bkk mulut tu, ok jek sbnrnye. diorg sume ok je:). dlm satu group tu, sume dtg drpd different countries, tp, ade gak yg same country tp different university. so xknal la. then, kitorg knal2 n borak2. sampaikn LOC tu kene jerit suh org senyap tuk start majlis sbb sume dh seronok sgt bercerita kn, hikhikhik. kelakar pon ade gak tyme tu. bygkn tetibe ade org jerit gune mic. pe ke hei nye...:P

then, start la majlis tu. n disbbkn ni kat jepun kn, ade budak taiwan yg jd mc ni kene gak jd translator. coz org2 besar sume xreti ckp english. all in japanese language. so, xkn kitorg ni nk dgr buta2 je kn. dgr la translator tu ckp ape. jenuh gak la. sampai teleng2 kepala. toleh kat org yg tgh berucap, pastu toleh kat translator pulok *sigh*....pastu, ade sesi berkenalan ngan group leaders yg semuanya terdiri drpd bdak2 jepun. tyme ni yg best nih. haha:D. mmg pay attention habisla tyme sume group leaders tgh perkenalkn diri. hehe:P. siap dh aim dh yg mane cute, yg mane handsome. errmmm...tp, satu je. handsome2, cute2 pun, bile bkk mulut. adoi. spoil btulla. xleh nk ckp english. kesian diorg :(. owh. tp xpe. doesnt matter. yg penting.....comel! ngeh3. opening ceremony tu sbnrnye, xde pape sgt. mostly bosan except dat part la :P. so, pas habis tu, kitorg pun free je. xde pape program. kitorg pun jln2 around the hotel n took pics again. then, gi kedai runcit called Tensai Mart (kalau xsilap) n bought lots of drinks. sbb mmg asyik haus je kot. cuaca panas n puasa pulak tu kn. dehydrated. so, need more water.

ok, dats all for now. ngantuk dh. pasni, will continue. byk lg bende menarik nk cite. about SRC n jln2 kat jepun...:) owh! i really2 miss Japan!! Taka-san!!!

so, enjoy some of the pics! :)

hye!!!!! i'm back!!! :)

2011-02-14T22:19:00.000-08:00

salam.

wah!!!! lamenye xupdate blog nih. rase dh bersawang-sawang n berhabuk-habuk dh blog ni mcm laptop nye jugak. haha. so, how's ur life? good? mine is not. :( byk bende yg berlaku, n mostly menyakitkn hati je. uhuk. xbersyukur btol! hish!. ok2. i'll take it positively...

pejam celik pejam celik dh nk habis 4th year dh...sekejap nye!! dh nk masuk final year. owh! takut. seram. haha. xpe2. rilex je, sis. :P

lebih kurg sebln je lg nk pro exam. owh! i'll do my best. piqa, chaiyok2! gambatte-ne! :)

final year! here i come!!! :D

APDSA Japan 2010 (part I)

2010-09-16T05:13:00.000-07:00

salam.

walaupun smua org still in raya mood,tp malangnye, sy tidak. xtau knape. sedikit xhappy. mgkin sbb dh kurang dpt duet raye kot. haha...ye la tu. lyn jew...frankly speaking, i'm still in APDSA mood. mcm xkn berakhir je...

so, last month, 16 - 21/8/2010, aku gi Jepun sbb ade Asia Pacific Dental Students Association (APDSA) Congress bersame 6 org lg. sgt2 teruja nk gi since last year lg pas diorg abis APDSA kat Penang. so, after urusan visa yg sgt3 leceh, ari yg dinanti2 pun tiba. huhu. 15/8, our flight was about 8 pm kot, da lupe da, to Singapore. transit kat sane. kitorg naek S'pore Airline sbb tyme nk book ticket tu, yg tu je yg paling murah (student mesti nk amek yg paling murahkn?) hoho. so, tyme transit kat Changi Airport tu, about 2 hours, we all pon gi la jln2, gi mkn kat Burger King (bukak pose + sahur skali kot). then, besela bile gi dlm kuantiti yg ramai, bykla plak anak org yg perlu dijaga kn. plus masing2 ade pe'el masing2. ni yg kekdg malas nk lyn ni. dekat2 boarding tyme tu, ade anak org sorang ni sesat ntah mane2 ntah, xsampai2 kat gate tu. nk call, xleh coz henset sume xtau pe jd (termasuk henset sy) roaming pun cam xroaming je. malas nk lyn. rase cam nk buang dlm tong smph plak. so, kitorg just send msg je kat bdak sesat tu. dh la sorg2, pastu gi memane ntah. nk cari, ko ingat, Changi Airport tu besar reban ayam kat kg ke? haha. last2 smpai gak die kat gate tu. kene tazkirah skitla ngan aku pastu sbb awal2 dh wat hal:P.

then, tyme dlm kpl terbang, our seats depan bdak2 from Indonesia, Padjajaran University. so, knal2 la....we told them about our trip to Bandung nnti. dey all sgt mengalu-alukn kedtgn kite :). siap nk bwk gi jln lg. hehe. then, memandangkn flight tu mlm kn, kitorg tido je la...nk tgk movie, alih2 movie yg tgk kite...:P pahtu, pramugara tu tanye us about sahur. then, bdak2 ni gtaula...bla...bla...bla. tetibe, bdk Indonesia ni tanye, "kamu puasa ya?" aku pon jwbla, " iya..." rupenye, mrk xpose sbb musafir. xpe, we all pose je...

then we arrived at Narita Airport, Japan dlm kul 8 pg. gembire!!! :D the weather was quite hot. kuar2 kpl terbang je terus berpeluh. dh la blom mandi, bgn tido just gosok gigi plus basuh muka. pastu berpeluh. perrgghh. rase cam nk jauh2 dr org laen (padahal org laen pun same je) haha. after we took our bags, kuar kat tmpt arrival tu, bdak2 Padjajaran dh tunggu with a Japanese guy, Kentarou Honda @ Ken. so, Ken ni, Local Organizing Committee (LOC) yg tunggu all APDSA participants kt Narita. he is a cute guy, i would say. eventhough his english is not very good, but he still try to talk to us. bile die gune body language tu yg comel. hehe. memandangkn Narita to Hakone (tmpt congress tu) jauh, LOC kenela bwk kitorg, kalo x, xgi congress la jwbnye, kang smpai ntah mane2 plak. huhu

after that, we all pun ikut je la die. jumpe plak Kanako Munakata @ Kana (a Japanese girl). her english is better. so borak byk skitla. borak nye borak, patutla english die bgs, die prnh duk kat US dulu. no wonder. so, perjlnan yg btul2 mencabar ketahanan fizikal pun bermula. kitorg sume (bdak2 M'sia, USIM, UKM + Indonesia, Padjajaran, Gadjahmada) adela dlm 40 org, dikumpulkn n dibawa naek trains, like LRT n komuter la. trains are their main transportation kn. LOC dh belikn tiket dh, so kitorg just ikut je. part yg best n paling mencabar skali is we all kene ANGKAT beg yg BESAR gile tu naek tangga kat every stesen. naek TANGGA ok, xde escalator. OMG! dhla fasting tyme tu, mmg tercabar la keimanan. bdak2 laen, penat je, gi kat mesin gedegang tu, masuk duet, kuar air tin. sedap je minum. kitorg ni, mampu tgk je...haha. seriously, mmg exhausted + dehydrated gile la on dat day. xsangke kami akan ter'seksa' sebegitu rupe. dhla tukar train BEBERAPA kali. naek turun tangga, pastu salah naek train lg. bley x? klakar gile tyme tu! :D can u imagine, ramai2 masuk satu train, ade yg dh siap letak beg, duk kat seat empuk tu, alih2 kene kuar sbb slh train. mmgla! malu kot. dlm hati, nape la xnaek bas. hello! dean UKM tu pun kene naek train with big bags, awk nk naek bas? huhu. mimpila...huh!?!

ade skali tu, smpai kat satu stesen ni, pastu nmpk a guy with yellow hair + dress up cam yamapi tyme nyanyi lagu Sayaendou. dlm hati ni, ape la pakai camtu, cam selekeh je. tgk2, he is a dental student yg tunggu kitorg plak kat stesen tu. OMG! terkejut wat seketika. hehe. with him, a guy yg muka cam Kame (Kat-tun). comel gak. :P. n a girl, Minami.

the journey to Hakone took about few hours gakla...so, every tyme duk dlm train je, mesti tido. sume org plak tu tido. haha. i took few pics gakla. hehe :P. pemandangan sepanjang perjlnan tu sgt cantek, enjoy. then, dlm kul 3 ptg tu smpi la kat Okada Hotel, Hakone. at last. pastu register segala bagai, amek tshirt, tgk bilik, tgk group, then baru masuk bilik. bilik sgt cantik. japanese style la kn. meja mkn duk bersila, tido atas tilam, no katil, cam dlm cite Jepun tu. gembire!!! hilang rase penat lelah sume. take pics :). then, get ready for opening ceremony mlm tu...

so, for now, smpi cni je dulu. nnti smbg lg. byk lg nk cite. xkn tertinggal walau satu pon. hehe. insyaAllah.

p/s: i really2 miss Japan!! :(

salam aidilfitri ^_^

2010-09-13T08:00:00.000-07:00

salam.

halluuu, everyone! selamat hari raya, maaf zahir batin!

hhmm....dh lame x story2 kat cni. actually, byk sgt bende nk cite, tp xde mase nk tulis. sgt2 busy ngan lab works yg xkn prnh abis + bende2 laen lg. tmbh2 plak fasting month kn, lg la xsempat nk online lame2, paling2 pon, 'berkebun' je. kalo mlm2 tu, sempat terawih je, then, 'blackout' cam bese la...setelah seharian 'bekerja' la kate kn. huhu :P pastu gi Japan for APDSA lg for a week, x online dh...alamak...sedeyla plak teringat all my sweet memories in Japan...rase nk dok sane terus n xnk balik M'sia lg! :( xpe2...i will write about my experience joining APDSA dlm next entry, k. promise!

ok...let's talk about raya tahun ni...hhmmm...xde yg berbeza, still balik penang as usual, cuma, dis tyme, aku yg jd driver. tu xkesah lg, yg bestnye, bwk pajero kot...xpenah2 den bwk 'lori' gedabak tu, alih2 kene gak aritu sbb abah dh ngantuk gile smpi bole tutup mata. so, selamat je...dulu xberani sgt, tp...emmm...ok je kot, siap aku bleh tekan smpi 120 km per hour lg, walaupun ade suara2 kat blakang tu, "kak piqa, 100 je!" haha...seb baek x tekan 140 ke kn....ahaks (berlagak gile bunyik!) pandu cermat jiwa selamat, ok:)

raye tahun ni, dlm nk bergaye2 tu, aku pakai selipar je. bak kate amy, "tgk drpd atas da ok da, smpi kat bwh....spoil btolla..." haha. tula hakikatnye, bwk heels tp malas nk pakai. sakit kot kaki. alih2 pakai selipar je dr pg smpi ke ptg...orait la tu kn...sbb asyik kuar masuk umah org je, sape nk perasan kite pakai kasut ape btol x? huhu.

dan yg paling penting tuk raye 2010 ni, aku still dpt ang pau raye! byk gak la... ingat dh xdpt dh, tgk2 dpt lg. maknenye, aku masih muda belia lg la kn? (budget cumel konon!) perrgh! >_< alang ckp, "selagi die dtg sorang, bleh dpt duet raye lg, tp, nnti kalo dh dtg berdua, no duet raye dh..." hoho...ok :) rasenye lame lg kot bleh dok dlm kategori layak dpt duet raye. >_<

so again, salam aidilfitri! kalo ade salah silap, terkasar bahasa atau pun pape la, mintak maaf, k...

p/s : i really2 miss Japan! cam nk nangis je rase...:(

<<< awk yg bernama YOU >>>

2010-08-06T04:45:00.000-07:00

sy teringin sgt nk bertanye...
knapela awk x phm2?
perlukah sy berterus terang?

mcm mane nk bg awk phm?
bgtahu sy caranye...
xkn sy kene buat yg itu?
xkn sy kene buat yg ini?
please lah...

YOU!!!

keadaan mcm ni, slalunye, ade dua bende je...
sama ade awk mmg btul2 xphm...
atau pun awk dah phm..
tp, buat2 xphm...
pleaselah...

tolong jgn buat sy mcm ni...
awk mmg btul2 xphm atau saje2 buat xphm?
ape yg dh berlaku?
ade pape yg sy xtahu?
kalau ade, tolong bgtahu sy...
sila berterus terang...
tolong ye...

YOU!!!

tolong jgn buat sampai sy dh xnk amek kesah psl awk lg...
if it happens, i'm telling u dis, it will be an IRREVERSIBLE process...
it will be the end...
please...bkn itu yg sy mahu...

YOU!!!!

oh, i'm tired already...
seriously...
somebody, please help me... :(

cinta tidak semestinya memiliki

2010-07-20T05:48:00.000-07:00

salam.

cinta adalah anugerah.
sy bersyukur kerana memiliki rasa cinta.
adakah sy sdg bercinta?
nope.

cinta tidak semestinya memiliki.
u're right.
sy ada rasa cinta, tp bkn sdg bercinta, dan sy tidak memiliki.

cinta itu tidak sempurna.
sbb itu, ia memerlukn dua hati menjadi satu utk saling melengkapi.
btul.
sy hanya ada satu hati.

All Terrain-Vehicle @ Kg. Kemensah :D

2010-05-18T06:17:00.000-07:00

salam.

arrghh...bosannye cuti lelame nih...almost everyday, tgk cite jepun @ korea @ facebooking @ blogging @ jd drebar kat umah ni...selain tu, dh xtau nk wat ape...lyn je la...tp, naseb baek cuti kali ni, xde posting kat mane2, kalo x, aduhhh...terseksa jiwa batinku...huhu...xlarat den kalo cuti diragut sebegitu rupe haha...tp, our Dato' still xlepaskn kitorg bercuti tanpa ape2 hasil, so kitorg kene gak wat AN assignment...some sort of elective worklaa...

sume org ade tajuk masing2...we all bebas wat psl pape pon, pape je...pape yg kitorg ske...so, ade yg menjahit, mengait, tanam cendawan, berkhemah, maen gitar n mcm2 lglah...but, for me, i want to do something yg more challenging...so aku pon watla psl All Terrain-Vehicle (ATV)...prnh dgr psl bende alah ni?? frankly speaking, aku br tau wujudnye makhluk ni kat atas muka bumi ni (xla br sgt sbnrnye) punyela katak bwh tempurung...haha...tu la asyik blaja je, bende ni pon xtau (perasan gile! lyn jew...) so, aku n hanis wat tajuk yg sama, eemmm....both of us usually like the same thing...tp, jgn la kite ske org yg sama ye nnti hanis...ahaks!

so, last week, hanis turun kl n we went to Kg. Kemensah (blakang zoo negara) to ride makhluk tu la...i got the info about this thing from Mr. Google la...mane lg nk cari kn...easy. then, on da day, we went there with a small car, viva elite yg comel...sbb b4 dis, aku dh study skit psl bende ni, adela bace some blogs org2 yg dh gi cni, die suggest go with kete kecik, so dat, xde mslh nk msk dlm jln2 kg tu...mmg btol pon, da jln tu mmg muat2 a car je...kalo ade two cars, one car must go into semak2 kat tepi tula...mula2 takut gak if sesat jln ke ape ke...but we managed to arrive there safely...tgkla sape yg drive...haha...(riak plak! :P)

sampai2 ctu, die bg briefing skit on how to ride ATV ni...since dis is not our first tyme , xde mslh sgt la...then, kitorg practice bwk ATV ni kat training track die kat ctu b4 masuk hutan. senang je handle bende ni. haha...gile berlagak! terokz! pahtu, kitorg pon masuk hutan with Mr. Suri n Mr. Kayu. pelik2 la nama diorg nih. nama glamour la katakn...huhu. eemmm...overall, track die mmg mencabar bg gadis2 ayu cam kitorg nih (hehe...peace no war! :P) tp kalo bg lelaki2 yg xberape nk macho tu (:P), bese2 je kot. kot laa...hehe. tp, ade satu petuala nk bwk ATV ni yg ingin dikongsi kat cni... pape jd pon, u just stay on it, kaki pon kene duk kat tmpt die, jgn melelong2, n jgn bgn or whatever...or else sayonara la kat korg...ahaks! tp, serious ni...dis are the dos n donts yg kite kene follow...utk keselamatan gak. coz, ade part2 track tu yg terangkat gak kitorg dibuatnye, melambung! kalo xpegang ATV tu, alamatnye ke bln la kite. btol ni, xmaen2. kitorg yg ade 'pemberat' ni pon melambung, kalo mereka2 yg kurang pemberat tu, xtaula kn...huhu. terbang ke pluto la kot...ahakz!

with Mr. Kayu...

terangkat!!

then, kitorg dibawa ke waterfall yg sgt2 cantek...we took some nice pictures there...rase cam bkn ade kat KL. sbb tmpt tu cam kat luar bandar. sgt nyaman n cantek. u should go n tgk sendiri, br bleh percaye, kn.

waterfall...

air die laju sgt...

after 2 1/2 hour, kitorg sampai balik kat main place die...sgt2 seronok!!:D senyum sokmo je kitorg. sonok sgt. haha. for those yg ske bende2 lasak ni, u guys should try dis. confirm pastu xnk balik. hehe. tp amekla package yg more challenging, lg best kot. cam kitorg ni, kitorg amek package yg tgh2, xla sng sgt, xla teroks sgt. okla ngan kemampuan kitorg. next tyme, aku ngan hanis plan nk gi lg with package yg lebey best. huhu seronoknye!!! :D nk ikot? jom!! yeay!!

tanjoubi omedetou!:D

2010-05-04T23:13:00.000-07:00

salam.

today is a special day for me. 5th may. otanjoubi omedetou, afiqah! mcm yg Go Mi Nam ckp dlm 'u're beautiful', hari anda dilahirkn adalah hari yg plg istimewa skali. huhu...arini umur sy dh b'tmbh jd 22 tahun! o_O

rase sgt2 dh tua...serious ni...xske menjadi semakin tua...rase cam tanggungjwb tu semakin berat...kene behave dgn lebey matang...xleh cam knk2 lg...
hhmmm...tp, nk wat came kn. sume org nk sy jd lebey matang. sgt ssh sbnrnye. but i have to. kene blaja ni. yey! berusaha! chaiyok2! hoho:)

pape pun, doakan sy pjg umur n murah rezeki erk...hopefully, all my wishes will come true, especially yg itu. sgt3 berharap...

p/s: thanks to sape2 yg wish me, k. thanks also for remembering da date. it means a lot! :D

exam sudah abis. kini, sy bercuti! yey! :D

2010-04-30T04:31:00.000-07:00

salam.

alhamdulillah! :D exam dh abis n result pun dh dpt. hoho, setelah 5 minggu in exam mood, akhirnye, abis gak...fuhh!! 5 minggu tau! pahtu, 13 papers nk kene jwb! naseb baek xgilo den dibueknye!:P so, meh nk story skit psl exam. the first 2 weeks tu, kitorg ade exam for dental subjects, cons, prostho dan rakan2 sekutunye...about 10 papers. tension gakla tyme tu walaupun those subjects bknnye pro exam nye subjects. setiap ari satu paper for 2 weeks. leh imagine x? mmg menggugat iman...(erk!?!) sok nk exam, mlm ni baru bace...(alamak! kantoi!:P) tp, ntahla, tyme tu je, otak ni nk serius study, nk wat camne kn...(otak plak yg salah) ade sampai satu thp, rase cam dh xnk study lg dh, nk biar je n berharap wahyu turun tyme exam nnti, tp xleh gak, sbb kiri kanan org study, siap minum nescafe bergelen2 (hyperbola semate2) xkn, diri sendiri nk gi tido n mimpi kawen ngan anak raje plak kn? so, nk xnk kene gakla minum nescafe bergelen2 n study. almost every nyte camtu. teruk btol! (tula, sape suroh study last minute). at last, aku berjaye gak abiskn 2 weeks yg menyeksakn tu.

pahtu, ade OSCE plak, isnin dpn tu. mmg la, rase cam...stress...oh tak tak, lebih drpd tu. up skit. xtau la nk story camne. sume org cam hilang pedoman kot. practice, practice n practice. dh bosan practice nih, tp practice lg. ape nk buat, practice makes perfect kn. pastu, on dat day, org yg balik dr exam, sume mate bengkak2 + hidung dh nk resemble clown dh. ah sudah. pe bende plak ni. tu la yg xbest nye, kalo turn kite lmbt. cuak la gak. haha. soknye pon, tyme aku nye turn, aku pon ber'drama' gak kat ctu. perrgh! malu sgt, especially ngan doc zurairah! o_O maluuuu!!!!!!!!! xnk ingat dh!

hoho. then, abis tu, study week plak 2 minggu. name je study week, tp rase cam dh cuti sem dh. sume org lepas geram sbb dh exam sblm tu. aku pon same gakla. berkebun, jual burger bertan-tan, ternak lembu. mcm2 ade. hehe. pas dh puas bukak bisnes masing2, brla start study. marathon terus. sampaila, ari exam tu, rase cam nk terkeluar jantung ni, takut sgt. xtaula takut ape sbnrnye. tp, serius, mmg takut gile! ade ape ntah ngan general medicine n general surgery tuh. (behav science x takut ke?) start je ari exam tu, start jugakla amek kafein bergelen2 LAGI. walaupun tau ia xelok, but somehow it works very well. dh nk kul 4 pagi pun, segar bugar lg. huhu. then, exam, study, exam, study, abis dh exam. seronok sgt. so kitorg pon gi la berjln2. :D

pastu, next week tu, kecut balik sbb nk tunggu result. hoho. skali dpt tau kene viva for distinction plak(xprnh2). dh la gm. rase nk tercabut jantung nih! takut! rase cam xlyk je...tp, sekadar ingin memenuhi tanggunggjwb, takut2 pon gi gakla. hhmm...as expected (erk!?!), xlepas pon. ssh gak. hehe. rase malu skali lg bile teringat tyme viva tu. "do u want some water? seriously, i havent touch the glass yet." ahaks! akan ingat sampai bile2 n berharap pasni, xnk kene viva lg. kalo bleh, biar A je terus. hehe. tp, xpe, pengalaman tu yg penting. pape pon, doc zul kate, sume lulus. lega sgt. xde sape kene resit paper. alhamdulillah! welcome to year 4, ma frens!!!:D

hhmmm...n now, dh start cuti dh pun. sgt suke! yeppey!!!:D so, penat dh nk taip, dats all je la yg bleh dikongsikn. k, then. will update later. oh tak. mgkn sebentar lg. another post:P

^sengal je^

2010-04-07T23:02:00.000-07:00

sedapnye...

nk mkn kerang bakar yg sedap lg.

setiap kali nk exam, ade je bende2 laen yg menyibuk kat kepale ni. bende2 yg xsepatutnye difikirkn waktu2 cam ni.

kpd yg berkenaan, get out from my mind, please. sila jgn serabutkn kepale sy...but dont worry, u can come back later, mayb in 3 weeks tyme.

i dont want much, i just want everything.

:(

2010-03-24T23:43:00.000-07:00

salam.

huhu. i'm in exam mood for 5 weeks. 3rd pro exam. the longest exam tyme i ever had.
arrghhh! increase level of stress.

another classmate will be 'taken' away...the status will changed. from single to engaged. congratz!:D

dats all for now. wish me luck. bye.

@ ketika cinta bertasbih @

2010-02-16T02:42:00.000-08:00

salam.

eemmm....entri kali ni, mgkn agak berlainan skit dr yg sblm2 ni. bcoz usually aku xdiscuss bende ni secara terbuke. kalo nk discuss pun, antara kite2 je. no outsiders. huh!

tp, dis tyme rase nk tulis kat cni. hhmmm...how shud i start? k, aritu, ma fwen ade cite psl kwn die (of course, a girl la kn) having problem with her bf. so, i tot, alaa...besela tu. cinta monyet. but then, bile die abis cite tu, tetibe rase geram sgt ngan mamat tu. patutla ma fwen ni bengang semcm je, sampai kuar gakla some not-so-good words ni. hhmmm....for me, geram tu geram gakla, tp nk komen lebey2 tu, xretila coz diri sendiri pon xde pengalaman dlm bab2 cintan cintun ni. so, to be safe, no comment.

huhu...sebut psl dis type of pengalaman ni, teringat dolu2, adela satu ari ni, we all borak2, pastu ntah camne ntah bley terkeluar soklan ni from one of ma fwen, "piqa, ko ade pakwe?" gulpp!?! oh my God! soklan ape ni :P. ade ke xde. hoho. ntah, nk jwb pun ssh. otak ligat berfikir, bkn pk ape nk jwb tp camne nk jwb. so, aku pun jwbla..."for da tyme being, xde n sblm2 ni pun xprnh ade...." relax n slow je aku jwb. "hahh! xprnh ade!!???!!! tipulah! xkn xprnh ade?!" huh!?! aku cam pelik n terkedu jap ngan respon die ni. jahat sgt ke muke aku ni, ataupun teruk sgt ke perangai aku ni smpi die ssh sgt nk percaye. pastu, aku pun diam jela. sedey gakla. then, ma fwen ni ckp lg, "xlaa...bkn ko teruk ke jahat ke ape, tp, ko yg comel ni, xkn xde org nk?" dlm pale aku ni, xde org nk?! plak dh...tp, tetibe rase malu plak, comelkah sy? :P oopppsss, malu saya dibuatnye! haha (gile perasan!) eemmm...pape pun, bg die, mgkn sy comel, tp, bg korang, mgkn sy xcomel. bende subjektif kn...so, dats it la...pastu, aku jwb plak, "xde kaitan ngan comel ke xla...cume aku xnk, xbersedia ke arah tu lg. x..ermm...xtaula. ssh nk explain tp lebey kurang camtula..." last2 die pun angguk2 je. mgkn fhm with what i'm tying to say kot. ataupun xfhm pun sbnrnye. hhmmm..ntah. abaikn je. bkn demand atau xnormal ke ape, i'm still a normal girl, masih ade perasaan ske kat kaum adam tp, it's just dat...huh...mcm tu la. xtaula nk ckp camne. mgkn sbb xjumpe lg my Mr. Right kot. nnti kalo dh jumpe...xtaula.

then, someone told me, "xruginye kite sbb xde pengalaman2 tu. bile tibe masenye nnti, everything will be ur first tyme. kn best..." erk?! ok. skarang ni pun, still confuse ngan perasaan sendiri. tp, xpe, mgkn org yg kite ske tu, bknlah yg terbaek tuk kite. jd, berdoalah dan redhalah dgn ape jua ketentuan-Nya.

p/s : aritu, tgk cite 'ketika cinta bertasbih'. sgt tersentuh dgn jln cite tu. mmg, Islam itu sgt indah dan sempurna.

dOnT fOrGeT mE~~

2010-02-11T07:07:00.000-08:00

Baek Ji Young – Ijji Marayo (Don’t Forget)

[english version]

We had loved each other,
But we’re separating now,

Although we’re under the same sky at different places,

Please do not forget me.

When the cold wind brushes against my fingertips,

I am able to hear the sound of your laughs,

I cry again because I’m lonely,

Because I miss your two eyes which reflected me,

The words I wasn’t able to say,

Because my lips had frozen.

We had loved each other,

But we’re separating now,

Although we’re under the same sky at different places,

Please do not forget me.

The words I wasn’t able to say,

Because the tears covered my mouth.

We had loved each other,

But we’re separating now,

Although we’re under the same sky at different places,

Please do not forget me.

Do you know who the person

who had to let you go,

As she clutched her heart?
That person is me,

Please love that person.

We had loved each other,

But we’re separating now,

Although we’re under the same sky at different places,

Please do not forget me.

Although we’re under the same sky at different places,

Please do come back one day.

p/s: saranghaeyoo....

masih ske yg itu O_o

2010-01-02T04:01:00.000-08:00

salam. happy new year!

welcome 2010 n good bye 2009. i'm 22 years old dh thn nih! ahhh!!!!!! dh tue!!! wat to do? nothing...ahaks. terime jela. :)

eeeiiiii........o_O aku masih ingin tersenyum kalo tetibe je teringat jd johan netball intervarsiti aritu. huhu..hidup USIM. mmg bangge abisla...seyes ckp. xtaula nk describe perasaan tu camne. tp mmg rase berbaloi sgt turun training almost tiap2 ptg. pantang free je, ade suara2 "piqa, ptg ni ade latihan?" haha, sbnrnye berat nk reply "ade." tp bile dh mng tu, rase ermmm...berbaloi-baloi:P walaupun sab injured n tyme tu rase cam our team dh xde sblh kaki, but we managed gak wat yg terbaek. mucid dpt shoot (btol ke eja nih) dr jauh gile, mmg tabek spring la kat mucid! with all defenders yg sgt bgs n attackers yg sgt bersungguh-sungguh, kite akhirnya juara! yay! thanks dude! :D syg u all! thn depan kite juara lg erk. insyaAllah.

hehe...td gi shopping lg (lg!) but dis tyme, aku xbeli pape pun. shopping tuk kanak2 ribena ni yg dh nk start skola balik. tyme ni la suar xde, bj xde, tu xmuat, ni xmuat, yg br je duk hostel 4 hari, stoking dh tinggal sblh je....hish ape nk jd la bdak2 ni! tension aku! (haha, pehal aku ni, xde kaitan nk tension2 ahaks!) pastu, tyme diorg tgh sibuk2 pilih bj ni, aku pun jln2la kat tmpt bj2 lelaki ni.... bile aku tgk bj2 pejabat n ties ni, aku teringat la kat bdak2 ni. emm...knapela diorg x pakai bj2 camni (good texture with nice colours, adorable). pelik. nk kate mahal sgt, xplak. tp knape diorg xnk dress up smart skit, at least. kepelikan aku disambut oleh mrk dgn anggukan. mmg, most of them mmg camtu. sama je. xtau knape. huhu. dh ditetapkn sejak azali kot. hhmmmm....

emmm...pape pun, ske ati korgla...aku nk komen lebey2 pon kang ade yg muncung je sampai bley sangkut hanger kat mulut tu. haha (abisla aku!) tp, frankly speaking aku ske gakla tgk style beberape org ni. nmpk sgt gentleman :) kdg2 tu, kite kene 'up' skit, bkn nk tabarruj ke ape. just to develop good self identity n other people pun will have more confident on us la kn. bkn nk kate aku ni bgs sgt... tp one thingla, aku ni mmg sorg yg beauty concious (gile ngaku, but most girls are kn?) ske kpd kecantikan. so, dats it laa...hehe

okla lastly...sukan pun dh abis, emas pun dh dpt, impian pun dh tercapai, so now, focus! study la....huhu. jom study!

p/s: sgt ske bace blog die dan die....sgt comel, kelakar, menghiburkn n pencetus smgt. thanks!

>my Gucci<

2009-11-21T22:15:00.000-08:00

salam.

wahh! dh berhabuk dh blog nih since the last entry was last month. huhu. byk bende dlm sebln ni. exam + xde mood + semester break + other things. hhmmm....cuti seminggu aritu sgt tidak produktif. selain jd driver sambil mempertingkatkn driving skill, xwat bende laen pon. most of the tyme abis kat dlm bilik tgk cite korea + jepun. sgt seronok smpi addicted. Goo Jun Pyo + Kim Bum. sgt ske kat diorg. gentleman...dat's all i can say. berangan nk dpt...eemmmm....(gile berangan, bgn2!) haha:D

last day cuti, br kuar gi shopping. disbbkn pakai duit plastik, jd sgt seronok! hehe! at 1st rase cam mls nk kuar, but then kuar gak la sbb xde driver laen. smpi2 kat jusco, rase cam nk pengsan tgk byk gile sale. ape lg, kite enjoy! adela beli brg skit. 2 handbag. tu pon yg sale smpi 70%. hhmmm...kalo dh sale cenggitu, wajib beli la kn. bahagie!

pastu, dh stat kuliah balik. huhu. sgt malas. malas setinggi gunung everest! argghhh.......!!!!! kuliah + klinik + result exam => xnk bgn tido. tp yg seronoknye, baru ari 1st kuliah tuk sem 6 ni, dh bleh gi tgk movie! gile selambe! my Prada! tension nye psl, team pisau cukur pon dpt untung. haha! thanks to hanis sbb temankn kite:) oh my Dior, seronok gile!

agaknye sbb wat d**** mase ari 1st kuliah tu la dpt hadiah batuk + Jimmy Choo...*bersin* (selesema) + sakit kepala + hilang suara aka suara sexy. huhu. padan ngan muke sendiri, kenela telan ubat byk2. but now, getting betterla. alhamdulillah.

at the moment, tgh tesion ngan mereka2 yg masih baru di sini dan tidak memahami. kpd kwn2, gud luck lah tuk kite sume. semoge kite masih mampu bernafas smpi final year nnti n grad bersama-sama.

p/s : tuk team netball sy, marilah kite berlatih dgn gigih. huhu :D

pengetua sekolah yg mgkn xsekolah. sgt teruk.

2009-10-15T06:11:00.000-07:00

salam.

getting mad with someone is really2 irritating. especially if she doesnt know 'bout it yet still smiling. hate this beng*** person very much! mcm xsekolah! arrghh...geram sgt. feel like wanna scold her n slap her face. but the problem here is, if i yg attack die dulu, nnti diri sendiri yg 'hujan' dulu. sbb dh thn mrh for a long tyme. tu yg ssh tu.
eeiiii....i hate her!!!!! ade gak org teruk mcm tu kat dunia ni. xde hati perut langsung. mcm xleh nk pk. actually, i'm always wondering why some people cant think like other NORMAL people can think. just simple2 things yg bdak tadika pun bleh pk. pelik. sgt pelik. where is the common sense? where did u left it?

moral of the story: dont ever left ur common sense in the toilet or else...

kecewa dgn sikap die yg ske wat2 xphm tp hakikatnye sedar dgn keadaan sekeliling

2009-10-10T08:46:00.000-07:00

lately, terlalu malas utk update blog ni...
nnti2la...bile dh ade mood...
byk nk tulis sbnrnye...bye

xtau nk letak title ape.

2009-08-22T20:11:00.000-07:00

salam.

huh?! dh abis cuti! rase sekejap sgt. sok, dh kene start pk psl clinic balik, psl patients, psl requirements n psl study. alaaaa.......=(
dlm seminggu ni, rase cam kepale ni ringan skit. xpk byk bende sgt. relaks je. huhu.

tp dlm seminggu ni jugak la, byk plak dihujani oleh 'usikan' @ soklan cepumas (btol ke eja ni?) tu. bentuk soklan @ usikan laen tp sumenye m'bawa maksud yg same. cth2 nye:
1) "dr. lelaki camne?" (knape mesti ade dr kat dpn tuh? confuse.)
2) wat keje kat dapur skit, "ni dh bleh kenduri dh ni..." (confuse lg)
3) "dh ade boyfriend blom?" (adoii, straight forward abis! tp dlm ati nk jwb, "boyfriend mmg byk tp yg special...emmm, confuse lg)
4) "xlame lg, kenduri la kite..." (kenduri ape?!? confuse lg)
lebih kurang cam tulah kesahnye, tp, kebykan soklan @ usikan itu, hanye disambut dgn " no comment." (rase cam celebrity plak. ahaks =p)

bkn niat nk mengelak, hakikatnye, dlm keadaan skarang ni, mase yg ade telah diperuntukkan utk pk bende2 laen yg lebih penting (clinic, study, etc). walaupun kdg2 ade rase sedikit t'ganggu coz classmate ade yg nk kawen (congratz to u!=)), tp xpela, nnti, bile2 ade mase, pklaa. lalalala. xtau nk ckp camne sbnrnye. hehe.
adakah krn sy anak sulung, sy di'attack' dgn soklan tu terlalu awal? xtaula. no comment.

eemmm...teringat ade sorang kwn tu prnh ckp, abaikn ape org nk kate, kite cubela jd seperti sebiji epal yg berada di atas pokok, di bhgn yg paling tinggi, tidak prnh menggugurkn dirinye utk dikutip oleh org laen, tetapi hanye setia berada di tmptnye dan menunggu utk dipetik oleh org yg berusaha memetiknye. dan org yg memetiknye itu, insyaAllah yg terbaik utknye.
ok, then. sy cube utk menjadi buah epal itu, insyaAllah.

sekian saje tuk kali ni. nk gi wat kueh buah melaka. papai.

selamat berpuasa

2009-08-21T09:14:00.000-07:00

slm.

sedar x sedar, Ramadan menjelma lg. rase cam baru je sambut raye.
dh nk raye balik (pose xlg, dh pk raye. ahaks. pe daa)
xpela. yg penting, harap2, Ramadan kali ini lebih bermakne dan dpt mencipta satu anjakan paradigma dlm diri ini, insyaAllah...
so, slmt berpuase to all ma frens...semoga kite dpt keberkatan di bln yg mulia ni.

p/s: skarang i dh join facebook coz rase cam dh ketinggalan plak. huhu =p

#tHe cLiMb by mILeY cyrUs#

2009-08-19T00:02:00.000-07:00

I can almost see it,
That dream I'm dreaming but,
There's a voice inside my head saying,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels,
Lost with no direction,
My faith is shaking,
but I, I gotta keep trying,
Gotta keep my head held high...

There's always gonna another mountain,
I'm always gonna wanna make it move,
Always gonna be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you gonna have to lose,
Aint about how fast I get there,
Aint about what's waiting on the other side,
It's the climb...

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking,
Sometimes might knock me down but,
no I'm not breaking,
I may not know it,
but these are the moments that,
I'm gonna remember most, yeah...
Just gotta keep going,
and I, I gotta be strong,
Just keep pushing on, cause

Keep on moving,
Keep climbing,
Keep the faith baby...
It's all about,
It's all about,
the climb,
Keep the faith,
Keep your faith, Whoa

p/s: love dis song, n i'll keep climbing =D

hadiah hjg mggu~

2009-08-07T06:17:00.000-07:00

huh!?!
kebelakangan ini, setiap mggu, kami sentiasa diberi some sort of 'hadiah' utk dibawa pulang ketika cuti weekend...

some people sampai bwk 'hadiah' ini ke alam mimpi, wahh! betapa hebatnye 'hadiah' itu...=\
ia sgt2 mempengaruhi rutin kami pd hujung mggu, either xleh nk wat keje langsung, asyik terpikir je, n at last tidoooo je, or dh penat pikir, then mls nk pikir, pastu ikut rase ati, enjoy je...
at dis moment, xde satu word pun yg dpt menggmbrkn perasaan skarang ni...xde satu pon...

perasaan ni = stress + confuse + benci + marah + sakit ati + xtau nk buat ape
so, rasenye, dwn bahasa kene cari satu word barula kot...

huh!? really hate it!

internal conflicts

2009-08-05T05:52:00.001-07:00

salam.

mggu2 yg br sj berlalu ini amat memeritkn. sehingga terase sesak ruang dada, luckily masih mampu bernafas...
sbnrnye, terlalu byk yg ingin dikongsi di sini, teeerlalu byk tetapi mase sgt2 tidak mengizinkn, emosi juge tidak stabil, mcm2 bende berlegar-legar di ruang hemisphere2 yg ade...
internal conflicts berebut-rebut menguasai diri.
setiap satu merayu diberi perhatian, malangnya, akal yg waras hanya satu dan ia sdg rancak digunakn.

setiap keputusan yg telah dibuat dikaji semula. adakah wajar ia dikaji? aah...pedulikn wajar atau tidak. yg pasti keputusan2 itu hampir kesemuanya bkn diputuskn sendiri. keputusan org laen utk org laen. =(

sedikit peringatan telah diberikn, dan peringatan itu telah membuatkn org laen terluka, namun tidak dia kerana dia telah pun terluka dan bernanah bermggu2 lamenye...
sgt sakit dan pedih...btul! tidak tipu.
ingin mencari seseorg yg sudi mendengar, setelah byk saringan dibuat, tidak seorg pun yg layak. sgt malang...

internal conflict yg pertama membuatkn rase ingin keluar dari kepompong itu, tapi tidak pasti sbg ape, rama2 @ kupu2. setakat ini hanya mampu pasrah dgn segalanya. just wait n see.

internal conflict yg kedua, sukar utk dijelaskn. keliru utk menyatakn diagnosis dan treatment plannye kerana signs n symptoms yg ditunjukkn sgt samar2. dlm erti kata laen, generalized. hanya steroid saje yg mampu diprescribekn. semoga ia lebih tersuluh. agar specific regimen bleh diterbangkn.

pening dgn ape yg berlaku. frankly speaking, jika iman tiada di dada, mgkin itu...@ mgkin ini...ntah, takut utk menyataknnya. semoga Allah memelihara diri ini.

p/s: ske tgk cite 'love story in harvard' (xde kaitan pon, h0h0)

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2009-07-19T03:21:00.000-07:00

pd suatu hari, ketika yamapi sdg melakukn rutin harian di klinik...

yamapi : kite xnmpkla...

siwon : xpe, cube je...

setelah bertukar ke beberape jenis posisi...

yamapi : kite xnmpk jugak, camne ni?

siwon : meh kite cube plak...

setelah beberape ketike...

siwon : kite pun xberape nmpk gak, sshla...

yamapi : abis tu, camne ni?

siwon : panggil doctor, nk?

yamapi : bleh gak...

doctor 1 tibe ...

yamapi : doc, sy xleh nk wat sbb sy xnmpk sgt cavity tu...

doc 1 : tyme ni la awk nk blaja...sy buat skit, pastu awk smbg...

bunyi handpiece kedengaran...

yamapi : time kaseh doc...

yamapi cube skali lg...

yamapi : sshla, kite xnmpk sgt...arrghh, camne ni? (stat nk give up, nk nangis pun ade)
siwon, kite nk panggil doc lg la...

yamapi pun gi panggil doc 2...

yamapi : eemmm....doc 2, i hav a big problem...

doc 2 : what hav u done? (mgkin dgn rase cuak dlm ati, "apela bdak ni dh buat")

yamapi : (dlm ati, "i hav done nothing, doc 2")
actually, i cant do the cavity prep, i cant really see the cavity...

doc 2 : ok...

bunyi handpiece kedengaran lg...

doc 2 : ok, do the dressing...

yamapi pun buatla dressing kat cavity tu...

moral of the story : kite mestilah mencube, Allah pasti membantu, walaupun yamapi hampir x buat pape pd ari tu, die still dpt tandetgn doc...
thank you, doc!!=D

titis2 kristal itu milikku

2009-07-03T05:35:00.000-07:00

salam...

senja itu...
jihad itu tercabar...
runtuh sudah benteng yg telah lama dibina...
juga, gugur sudah titis2 embun kristal yg kali terakhir gugur 10 thn yg lalu...
walaupun ia prnh gugur dahulu, namun kali ini, ia diiringi rasa tulus n ikhlas...
ikhlas kerana dirinya...

lagu dendangan Yuna-Dan Sebenarnya, bermain di ruang kepala...
sedih...sgt sedih...sgat2 sedih...=(

+ my first precious patient +

2009-06-25T11:59:00.000-07:00

salam everyone

it was my first day in the clinic, treating the real patients, who can feel pain n have feelings...
they are not dummies, which we can give names to them n just 'play' around with them...
do watever u wanna do with them; haha...this principle is ONLY valid to the dummies NOT to the real patients...it's also valid in the previous years but not dis year...the principle has expired...

knowing dat i will start treating real patients, i feel like the electric current is flowing happily, all over my body...shocked, but wat to do...frankly speaking, i felt terrible on dat night, dont know wat to think of, wat to say n many more wat to...
luckily, eventhough i was not in the good mood, i still can sleep...dats the best part of me, no matter how terrible my day was or how 'big' my problem was, i still can sleep, luv dat!=D

my first patient was qila's big bro. i was very lucky to have him as my first patient since i made some 'clicking' sound on dat day. the bell was ringing...haha, never forget it for the rest of my life. i cant imagine if it happens on other patients. i'm sure, i will be the unlucky person with big red rounded nose. Oh no...
my first day in the clinic was not too bad except for the 'clicking' part la...i just do the e&d, cant proceed...a bit frustrated...
watever has happened, still a big thanks to qila's bro for being so supportive...=)
thanks a lot to everyone

eemmm...i still have that feeling when dealing with patients, i MUST overcome it, n they told me, it will slowly develop along the way, wat i need to do now is trying my best, yes, my best...i can do it!~

ganbatte everyone!!!

album kawen

2009-06-21T04:34:00.000-07:00

pd suatu mlm....

"wow, canteknye album kawen abg apis ni! tige album lg....byk gile gmbr diorg!"

huhu...tula ekspresi yg tkeluar tyme aku tgk album tu, kagum melihat gmbr kawen abg apis (my cousin) n kak anne yg byk giler dlm album2 yg gedabak tuh.
mcm2 pose ade, kat pantaila, naek kudela...fuh!

tetibe...

"ala, baru tige album.....nnti tyme kekqa nnti, 10 album..." ujar mama.

dlm ati aku, "makk aiii! 10 album! biar btul! nk amek gmbr ape tuh?!? dhla aku ni jenis yg anti-kamera, nk amek gmbr smpai 10 album?!? mustahil tuh...ntah2, satu album pun x sampai...haha"

pape pun, tula hakikatnye....aku ni xske b'gmbr, sensitif tgk kamera ni, amekkn gmbr org laen blehla, tgk gmbr2 yg cantek tu aku skela, tp...........bile nk b'gmbr tuh, menyampahnye! =I

p/s: kpd mama, akak x sure lg akak ade album kawen ke x nnti, tp satu je yg pasti.... insyaAllah, I will get married one day!! =D

my world

2009-05-30T09:53:00.000-07:00

never cross in my mind even once...

but need to accept it...

happy?

dentist-to-be

burs n files...

...

bhn2 eksperimen...

ganbatte, piqa!!

p/s: thanks hadi 4 da pics..=D

his-story

2009-05-27T01:50:00.000-07:00

mls tuk mencoretkn cerite sndiri
lebih ske membace cerite mereka2 yg laen
yg xprnh ketandusan idea
itulah aku....

krn, dgn method ini, aku mampu mengenali diri mereka2...
mereka2 yg xmampu ku hampiri pd ketika ini
atas sbb2 yg aku sendiri xpasti...

method ini juge membenarkn aku tuk mencari di mane potensi diri..
yg mgkin telah lame pergi, agar kembali di sisi...
mgkin juge mengisi kekosongan hati....dgn bhn2 yg bererti...

my heart

2009-05-26T05:05:00.000-07:00

"the human heart,
at any age,
0pens 0nly t0 the heart
that 0pens in return"
Marie Edgeworth

begitulah juge hatiku...(erk!?!) =D

yUmMy!!! cAkEs=o

2008-08-09T08:08:00.000-07:00

i just luv to look at cakes...but i don really like to eat them...
hehe..
they're soooo beautiful...=)

~pro exam....huh!~

2008-05-27T06:49:00.000-07:00

slm...
sekian lame daku menyepikn diri lantaran tuntutan hidup sbg dental student yg meWAJIBkn diriku utk study, STUDY dan terus study utk lulus da 1st pro exam, slh satu exam yg amat penting yg akan memastikn diriku tidak 'menderita' dlm tempoh mase yg lebih lame....hopefully=p
n alhamdulillah, aku b'jaye melepasi ujian p'tama ini yg menuntut kekentalan fizikal n especially my mental aspect.

now, barulah ade mase tuk meninggalkn sedikit coretan di cni...
huhh!! actually, i have another 2 weeks b4 'penderitaan'(ma own description 'bout...) b'mula semula...alamakkk!! camne ni??!
poning pale den memikirknnye...xt'byg dlm pale ujian2 serta dugaan2 yg menanti di sane...mampukh daku menghadapinye?? satu p'soalan yg tiade jwpnnye...
maybe i need 2 do some preparations kot....kot?? emmm...i'll think 'bout it...huhu
next sem = microb? patho? pharmaco? help me!!!!!!!!!

BUT, it means dat piqa kene enjoy puas2 during dis short holidays or else menyesal nnti...ahakzz...=) am i right?

iStImEwAnYa SeOrAnG wAnItA

2008-02-10T07:30:00.000-08:00

istimewanya seorang wanita......
bukan terletak pada rupa....
kerana ia bisa musnah....
ditelan waktu dan usia......

istimewanya seorang wanita......
jika dihiasi.....
wangian mahmudah......
dibajai iman hakiki.....
menjadi kecintaan Illahi.....
permata hati usrah...
penenang jiwa seorang zauj......
permaisuri baitul jannah......

kerana itulah wanita lukluah
yang dicari oleh
setiap yang bergelar adam.

english getaway in pd

2008-02-10T05:41:00.000-08:00

salam~~

before i start, i guess it is not too late for me to write about the english getaway programme (walaupun dh 2 minggu b'lalu...hehe...) but still wanna write about it. first of all, thanks to Ms. Q for planning such a great programme for us. really enjoy it...=) even though we had to speak in english during the 3 days (n lupekn bhs ibunda for a while=p) haha.... da place was very nice with the accommodations, the beach (already miss it) n also the delicious food...we had a lot of fun there with all the activities especially telematch...huh...cannot forget 'bout it...i still can't believe dat i had done all those things...jumping, running, shouting, cheering n many more...huhu...(cam kembali ke zmn knk2 yg telah lame dtinggalkn;p)

aha...n now we come to da most interesting part (interesting ker?? ntahla) but actually, it is ONE of da memorable moment for...eemmm...mayb only for me. the part when i accidentally 'langgar sebtg tiang' during treasure hunt. haha...punyela b'smgt sampai langgar tiang...ahakzzz;p. but then, Ya Allah, at dat moment, hanya Dia je yg tau betape sakitnye kepala nih...huh!!!! xprnh kurase sesakit tuh before dis...
one of ma group members told me, "awk tau x, tyme awk langgar tiang tuh, bunyi die kuat gilerr, n after dat, it was vibrating...."
tp, mmg pun, tgkla ksnnye, sakit sgt2 sampai 'hujan' skitla mangsa tiang tu;p...arrrghhh, malunye!!!!!!!! see, camnela tiang tu x vibrate...
as what megat had said, "drpd bunyi die tu je, aku dh tau betapa sakitnye kepala ko tuh..."
n during dat tyme, ape yg ade dlm kepala ni hanyelah, "Ya Allah, camnela aku nk gi kuliah ari isnin nih ngan kepala yg benjol...." hehe...=p
but then, alhamdulillah (as what dr. aziz said), nothing was fractured n there was no bleeding at all....it was just a small 'mountain' on my eyebrow...(bleh thn gak kepala aku ni erk...kuat...hehe;p)
dis tyme (hopefully all da tyme), i was lucky bcoz ma head was not injured, kalu x, abislaaa.....
to senior mon (da one who felt a bit responsible for what had happened on dat day), actually it was not your fault....eemmm, tp kalu ade pun, skit kot;p...so stay cool, bro....

whatever it is, i'll always remember this english getaway programme n also glory beach resort. hopefully, i can go there once again....n again, a special thanks to Ms. Q n all the committee members n also the facilitators.

eemmm....k, let me tell u a secret.....hehe;p. actually, whenever i go for any outdoor activities, there'll always be a special thing happened or mayb i can say it as a sweet memory for me myself to remember, like what had happened during arabic camp last year n during netball tournament in ukm last month....huhu...;)

#1st entry#

2008-02-08T20:47:00.000-08:00

salam~~~
actually, dis is da 1st tyme having ma own blog. xprnh ade pun sblm ni. i just like to try. n now, br nk b'jinak2 dgnnye...hehe=) so, if there's any comments or suggestions, kecil tapak tgn, nyiru sy tadahkn...=)
hopefully, i can maintain it....

@ sTrAwBeRrY + cHoCoLaTe @

hi 2012 ^_^

GoOd NeWs for u guys!!!! :D

APDSA 2011, Bangkok, Thailand - The Unforgettable Memories = Day 2

APDSA 2011, Bangkok, Thailand - The Unforgettable Memories = Intro + Day 1

anda beruntung @ rugi? anda yg tentukn.

tidak semua org sempurna...cont

tidak semua org sempurna

sorry dat i hate u sooo....:(

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APDSA Japan (part II)

hye!!!!! i'm back!!! :)

APDSA Japan 2010 (part I)

salam aidilfitri ^_^

<<< awk yg bernama YOU >>>

cinta tidak semestinya memiliki

All Terrain-Vehicle @ Kg. Kemensah :D

tanjoubi omedetou!:D

exam sudah abis. kini, sy bercuti! yey! :D

^sengal je^

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@ ketika cinta bertasbih @

dOnT fOrGeT mE~~

masih ske yg itu O_o

>my Gucci<

pengetua sekolah yg mgkn xsekolah. sgt teruk.

kecewa dgn sikap die yg ske wat2 xphm tp hakikatnye sedar dgn keadaan sekeliling

xtau nk letak title ape.

selamat berpuasa

#tHe cLiMb by mILeY cyrUs#

hadiah hjg mggu~

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titis2 kristal itu milikku

+ my first precious patient +

album kawen

my world

his-story

my heart

yUmMy!!! cAkEs=o

~pro exam....huh!~

*iStImEwAnYa SeOrAnG wAnItA*

~~english getaway in pd~~

#1st entry#

internal conflicts

iStImEwAnYa SeOrAnG wAnItA

english getaway in pd